Promblems

Last night my friends and I celebrated the end of our exams. The theme of our prom was "The Secret Garden" and the venue looked beautiful. The evening was wonderful and the weather stayed fine. People put all their issues aside and everyone had a fantastic time. My friends looked phenomenal in their suits and dresses. I even double-washed my hair and put eyeliner on ((extra effort)).

We celebrated in true Floyd style. There was plenty of dancing and eating and posing for photographs and, most importantly, banter. Although I enjoyed myself immensely, today I feel discontent. Perhaps it's the fact that there is a long summer ahead and I hate the idea of being bored or perhaps it's the fact that I am still hung up on a few things that I can't sort out. I know only boring people get bored so it is more likely to be the latter.

I am of the opinion that a buildup of little things can cause far more damage than one colossal disaster. I don't want to begin summer with grudges but are some things better left unsaid? I have many events to look forward to and, although I know I shouldn't, I have and inevitably will, let some people ruin enjoyable occasions for me. 

Positivity is the key to staying calm and happy but as I have said before, I am very cynical.  I know part of my problem is over-thinking situations but ultimately I may need to eliminate the people from my life that cause me grief and sleepless nights. 

Advice is needed, readers.


nERD